Friday, September 12, 2014

#alittlebitbetter

Gratitude. It's hard to feel so sad when I remember how big the world and the universe are. I will try to think bigger thoughts...

1. Grateful for a rewarding and challenging career with fabulous clients and coworkers (and travel perks)

2. Grateful for a generally positive outlook and knowing that it is statistically unlikely that I will actually keel over from heartbreak. 

3. Grateful to have experienced deep and meaningful and completely transformative love in my life, even if it was fleeting. Some people live their whole lives without getting to love like that, and I will not regret a day of it. 

I will work on my grace, my gratitude and acting while in dis-ease, in a fashion I will respect later. As much as I can too, I will love and forgive myself and try to be empathetic to this general malaise and yuckyness that is here right now. 

I will try my best. 

Tuesday, September 9, 2014

Rekindling gratitude.

Been in a less sunshiny place than usual. Kind of funk where you can keep doing the normal routine, there's just a dark cloud over my heart. I am hoping to practice some gratitude daily to help to ease that weight a bit.

1. Grateful for outdoor showers. One of my favorite things of all time!
2. Grateful when my best friend reaches out a hand out to hold mine when we walk. 
3. Grateful to have a home to call my own and slowly make my sanctuary. 

#alittlebitbetter

Time to remember the world is bigger than my thundercloud. Have to practice.